No More Drama
12-27-04
Here I sit, mind in overdrive, trying to get back that feeling of being alive,
The Drama which has played into my life, cuts me deep, the sharpest emotional knife,
Once powerless from goodwill, love and understanding, finding I cant and wont put up with all that their demanding,
The Drama ends here and a new day begins, no more jerry springer stuff to deal with , just life in its purest, here comes the day of reckoning,
Ive never had a wall but solid bricks appear before my eyes, my focus is clear, my strength is realized,
It takes more then the will of one to make the family grow, I wont accept just getting by, so lets get on with the show,
You always had the choice to pitch in, but your values have become less desirable, and disrespect has grown for your acceptance of sin,
My values I wont compromise, not for love, not for money, and I wont break up my family ties,
I gave it a chance, I waited and watched, things didnt get better and all had been botched,
My world is disiplined and clean, growing positively, being part of a team,
Im too old for Drama you know this is true, because all that youve been through, this stuff is nothing knew to you,
Now dont get me wrong, love and freindship runs deep and strong, but sacrificing my kids future aint part of the song.
Life doesnt always go the way it should, but with a choice to have a better life I choose it if I could,
A perfect man im not, making mistakes and quite often alot, but I look and seek to learn from those that ive made, so its time to throw out that emotional blade,